Well this it it. This is just one of those moments that may end up being nothing, may end up being one of those, “Oh my God I was up at 3:33 AM and it’s stupid as shit and delete it forever but if not, this is it. This is my moment of trying to teach other people about the light that they are or are trying to become, that person who has so much good in them that it brings to turmoil. I’m just trying to be that sounding board or that person that somebody can come to or read and say, “Oh my God, I’m not alone there is somebody like me! I promise you there Is and  when you think there is nobody that cares about you or wants to listen to you you’re wrong. I’m here anytime, every time in exchange, If you accept the challenge, you have to listen to all my bullshit all the time and if nothing else if you just get on here to look at all my bullshit so you can laugh it’s totally worth it I’ve decided that’s my major purpose in life is sharing my everyday stories That are so ridiculous. Usually that it makes people laugh and that’s OK too. I hope this helps you cause you’re not alone and just as Kyle Earl states, I asked, “How many times do we have to get up after being knocked down?? He side eyed me and responded with, “every. single. Time. And coming from a man who literally has been through more shit than anybody I’ve ever known in my 50 years. I’m just taking his word for it, holding his hand and going for it. #1 rule. No. Judging.